At times like this I just want to run in endless fields forever, go skinny dipping in the ocean, or just crazy-glue on some wings and try to glide through the sky. Whatever it is, I just don’t want to feel as held down as I do now. I don’t want to have to think about what’s wrong or right for my reputation. I don’t want to anticipate or wait on anyone’s decision but mine. I don’t want to believe in a God, or believe that the things I do is shameful unless I think so. I don’t want to repent or feel sorry for something I don’t regret doing. I don’t want to have to prove any bitch wrong, or any asshole right. I want to speak my mind instead of holding it in. I want to laugh and cry, laugh and cry, laugh and cry all I want without looking to see who’s watching. I don’t want to answer calls or feel like shit for letting people down. I don’t want to think about what makes who happy. I want to think about what makes ME happy for once. I just want to dump everyone single one of my emotions, thoughts, memories, and worries into a dumpster and let every pore of my being just fucking breathe. I want to know what it’s like to be me. Naturally me.
With no preservatives and definitely not from concentrate.