April 2010
54 posts
To all those people who dislike me for the things...
IM me at bbacksue and i’ll introduce myself.
Because you clearly don’t know a thing about me.
I don’t know why but the truth was such a blow to my face. A part of me is glad I heard it, but the other wishes that I hadn’t.
How am I supposed to trust you now?
You are holy great and mighty The moon and the stars declare who You are I’m so unworthy, but still You love me Forever my heart will sing of how great You are
All glory, honor, power is Yours amen
I just pulled off my Biore pore strip and I am damn near tears and sweat. It’s been a while since i’ve done one of these and I definitely forgot how much these things HURT. You would think that I would be a little more tolerant to pain after getting a 5 hour rib piece tattoo, but nope. These pore strips are horrible.
It’s been 10 minutes and the pain is still fresh on my nose..
“Hey you blood clot, stop messing with my girlfriend!”
– Tim
I was looking around the school website and I found the Cardozo ‘78 alumni website. 50 years old and they’re saying things like “Wait a minute, you’re living with a MALE, I forgot. Sorry I’ll NEVER make that mistake again. Everyone already knows Ur crazy for dick, sorry buddy”
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!
Check it out for yourselves.. http://www.cardozo78.com/
Stay - David Guetta feat. Chris Willus
My new...
Had a bit of a rough weekend. 5hrs in the ER, 1 back sister brawl, 2 tubs of icecream, 1 night alone, a heartbreak and a heartmend after.. All is well and as good as it should be.
Thank you to everyone who prayed!!
It REALLY made a difference. Believe me.
Petty.
Why the hell are girls so damn obsessive about people talking shit about them? Unless it’s constant and it’s significantly hurting your reputation, it shouldn’t be an issue. Grow the hell up. This isn’t middle school. Like it or not, people will always talk. YOU will always talk. Shut up and deal with it. Shit.
And to any of you bitches who say “People talk shit...
Couldn't find a picture that would most accurately...
So I drew one on paint.
“So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t...”
– Airplanes - B.o.B (feat. Hayley Williams)
It’s been a long time since 2008. I’m older and wiser now but this shit is just as bad as I remember it to be.
Fuccccckk.
There is a rainbow of emotions spilling out through my pores.
Something along the lines of this..
Kid in my USH class: You're into older guys, aren't you?
Me: Huh?
Kid in my USH class: You're into older guys. Guys your age are too immature for you and you don't like them. You're mature for your age. That's why you're quiet.
Me: That's not true!
Kid in my USH class: Are you dating someone?
Me: Yeah...
Kid in my USH class: Is he older?
Me: Yeah..
Kid in my USH class: SEE!
Me: GOODNESS! Mr. Philosopher.. -__-
Kid in my USH class: *Victorious laugh*
Maybe he's right. LOL dammit, am I really that quiet and awkward around people my age? A majority of my friends ARE older....
Holy moley, I look like a fucking zombie.
My mom just got released from the hospital yesterday and we’re all pitching in to help her regain her strength. My sister watches her stores and i’m in charge of feeding, checking her pulse, and bitching at the doctors. Even Tim helps out by praying for her every night. To my surprise, I woke up this morning and found my dad sleeping on the floor next to my mom. I found out that my mom...
Anyway, the guy came through the line and we were serving waffles, and he asked for an extra one, and I said sure, no problem, and gave it to him and smiled, which is what I would have done with anyone who asked the same thing, unless the C.O, was standing there, because you can get in trouble for giving out extra waffles. SO the next day, he comes in the messhall and sees me and squeals and...
Je Veux Tout - Ariane Moffatt
I think it’s extremely inhumane that I am forced to get my ass to school by 730. At LEAST let me drop Spanish next year to compensate for these bags underneath my eyes…..
Me and my boyfriend started praying every night together when he found out that I wasn’t going back to Christianity around our 2nd or 3rd month. Once in a while he would come home late and I would already be asleep. It turns out that when i’m extremely tired I tend to babble and say a bunch of nonsense and not remember what I said in the morning.
I think last night I called him mom....
To dream that you are cutting your hair, suggests that you are experiencing a loss in strength. You may feel that someone is trying to censor you. Alternatively, you may be reshaping your thinking or ambitions and eliminating unwanted thoughts/habits.
‘cause i cannot stand still
i can’t be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening
‘cause i’m waiting for tonight
then waiting for tomorrow
and i’m somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
God,
I’m seeing people who normally never go to church talking about how great your glory is and how amazing you are. I sit there and I smile to myself. “Yeah, I remember how good it felt when I was in their position.” When I was younger I used to live and breathe you. My life revolved around the beautiful struggle to get to know you more and how I just wanted everyone to feel the way I felt about...
I notice. People notice. I’m an asshole and a complete jerk sometimes most of the time. I wish there was one person in this world who understands why I do the asshole things I do.
Did You rise the sun for me? Or paint a million stars that I might Know Your majesty? Is Your voice upon the wind? Is everything I’ve known marked With my maker’s fingerprints? Breathe on me Let me see Your face Ever I will seek You ‘Cause all You are, is all I want, always Draw me close in Your arms Oh God, I wanna be with You Can I feel You in the rain? Abandon all...
Ke$ha actually sings live better than Miley Cyrus. LOL
Not this this again...
It’s 3 something and I should be going back to sleep. It’s too damn hot and my bodys being stubborn…
does anyone know any good breakfast idea to bring to school? I’ve been eating bagels religiously for the past semester and I lost taste for bread and cream cheese….
I’m so exhausted and I can’t wait for this week to be over. It’s going to be my 200th day with the boyfriend and I can’t wait to head out to the NY aquarium to celebrate. (= I never did bother to go on those cliche “cutesy” dates with any of my exes because I was just too lazy. LOL
Things to buy before summer kicks into full swing:
1. Become a member of WCS...
I pass by the La Guardia airport on my way to my boyfriend’s house all the time. It’s my favorite part of the trip. I love watching the planes land and take off, and if i’m lucky a plane will fly right over the car.
When I was younger I used to love planes and when I was 7 I told my parents that I want to join the air force. (I know, I wasn’t your typical 8 year old girl.)...
My head really freaking hurts right now and I need something like ice cold water. I’m too scared to go back into my kitchen because my dad just killed the biggest bug i’ve ever seen in my entire life. Seriously, that was the first time I saw a roach in 10 years. My sister has to stop leaving food around her room because she’s the only one who does that kind of shit. The thought...
“And I can’t think of anybody else who i’d hate to miss as much as I...”
– 6 Months; Hey Monday
One of my favorite spots in NY..
I love Union Square, especially when the weather’s nice.
You know I really wish I had it in me to actually get my ass to church sometimes.
“Hey, hey, hey, hey
My head is spinning cause of you
Hey, hey, hey, hey...”
– What You Do To Me; We the Kings 